complicated airflow
with vibration attached , intonation fixed rhythm clusters.
there is no meaning here
apart from what we bring to the
table.
I find myself unable to put together
the monstrosity of thought made real
through meaning.
But now deceiving,
deliberately misleading.
This rocket ship launch of possibility
turned inward in an insidious awfulness of
certainty.
Certain these self defined thoughts and meanings are
Real, are
True.
But yours are not.
And as such I have to beat you,
break you down to the pulpy fleshy inners
re-write your code until you are me.
Until all are me due to my certainty.
And upon such moment to occur,
I will tear myself in two in order
to have more murder.
For that is what I crave, even though I deny it,
I've tried fighting it
all to no avail,
without fail.
This is my destination, my journey
my awful and awe filled
tremendous undertaking.
Out to greener pastures,
a phalanx fortified position to exterminate
all except for myself.
And then I shall will myself to ill health.
Death included.
Free without fail, the numerical advantage
in this self defined
self advertised and self constructed
self catastrophe.
